It Sucks To Be Me

Everytime I hear this song from the musical Avenue Q I giggle...No I lie...I laugh hysterically.

It sums up how I feel so often...but then I listen to the song and realize that if someone wrote the song, then I'm not the only the one. One day I'm going to get a chance to see the show.

So maybe it doesn't suck to be me that much. But if you've ever felt that way...you have to listen to the song.

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And while I'm having revelations...tomorrow will be one week since a certain person shook up my life in a not so nice way. Guess what? I'm living and not caring very much. I admit to shedding a few tears Friday, mostly for my stupidity.

Why do I suddenly feel the need to listen to the Barenaked Ladies?

ARGH!

Oh and I was reading a cheesy Barbara Cartland novel today. It was horrid, but I found a sentence that struck me as very true.

One can never escape the consequences of an action and therin lies the punishment or the reward.

Deep thoughts for a bad romance novel. But when I read this, I suddenly thought about the "fishy" person, and I knew that that these words were unfortunately true.

I have to live with the consequences of two actions. One the thoughtlessness of a friend that thought she was going to help me out by bugging that "fishy" person. And granted she opened a big enough can of worms that I should have been able to catch a whole lake of "fish," she did more harm than good. The other the "sin of omission" by that "fishy" person.

I have a piece of advice for both of these people.

For Jill: Don't help unless the help is asked for.

For Fishy x 3: Telling someone you are involved is not (I repeat) is not, an invasion of your privacy. Telling someone that likes you, that you are involved is a COMMON COURTESY. File that in your cute little noggin, just in case some other deluded female decides to crush on you. Spare her the agony, sweetie, m'kay?

Thus ends my ramblings for today...oh and not to worry...this wil be the last post containing anything about that "fishy" person.