I Wonder

~ If I can put away the horribleness of the summer away after Monday and start afresh.

~ If Atlantic City will happen next year.

~ If Bernie the Beretta will last until I can afford to buy a new car.

~ If I'll be able to go to the Donnie Iris Halloween show on the Gateway Clipper.

~ If I'll stop inadvertently making an ass of myself, by saying stupid things at the absolute wrong time. (I'm pretty sure the answer to this one is a resounding no.)

~ If I'll ever be able to explain myself to the one person who needs the explanation the most.

~ If I can ever break out of the shell I'm in.

~ If I can just forget.

~ If I can forgive.

But mostly I want to forget.....