My Nerves Are Shot

I'm really having a tough time keeping things together right now. I hate that. I've been blogging for years and even in my worst bouts of depression I've managed to blog.

But I'm not sure I can right now.

There's just so much bothering me on many different levels and I wish I could remain calm but I can't. So if I'm not around...feel free to shoot me an email. I will try to answer..and I'll try to keep this blog updated more often.