Sunday, February 05, 2012

Depression, I Has It

I've determined that everything in my life gets fucked up.

I can truly understand why people have suicidal thoughts. They are people like me. Everything I touch gets fucked up.

That's how my life is and how it always will be.

Even when I try to get things done right, they get screwed up.

Right now I just want to go hide under a rock for 4 or 5 years...

5 comments:

Bilbo said...

Be sure there's enough room under that rock for all your friends.

Mike said...

Don't put a time limit on that hiding thing.

Jim McKee said...

But in 4 or 5 years, what will have changed? Probably, not much, because you were hibernating, instead of working on changing things.

I think you may be too critical of yourself. Step back from the situation, and analyze why things go wrong. Then work to change those things. Problems are easier to solve when you break them down into bite-sized chunks.

As long as you have one breath left in you, you can do better. Keep fighting the good fight.

Nikki - Notes of Life said...

Depression is a nightmare, but keep fighting it. Take care.

ShannonW said...

Make sure that rock is big enough for others. I will join you. Depression is a total nightmare and sucks the life right out of me. There are days I dont cant even get out of bed.