I Need A Pick Me Up

 So I got bad news at the dentist.

I'll be going sometime in Oct for some extractions. Of course they are the kind that require surgical removal.

I know more are bad and I'm feeling totally depressed about it.

I spent so much of my life taking care of people and not myself.

Now I'm falling apart and sad and I just don't know what to do.

I have a friend recommending permanent dentures. How in the heck can a person afford $40,000 for dentures?

I'm going to be fearful of someday paying a grand or two for them?

I'm only 46.

This makes me feel old and ugly. 

No mind you it's not all of my teeth coming out now, just 3 or 4. (and one of them is a wisdom tooth that is taking the molar with it in solidarity) But it just makes me feel awful.

I also know there's not really anything I can do to save the other teeth, because I have periodontal disease :(

I'm just feeling very depressed and unloved today

Reasons Why I'm Bad At Blogging

I'm a bad bad blogger.

However, too much work, makes it really hard to blog.

Here are some other reasons I suck at blogging now.

1. The news is too depressing to comment on.

2. The pandemic is making life really boring.

3. There is no interesting new music or tv.

4. Artist I love are making bad albums right now. Looks at Erasure and Elvis Costello in anger.

5. I'm having a horrible time concentrating on reading.

And lastly

6. STRESS